Happy new year

After wishing everybody around me a happy 2013, it is only right to have a little post for the person I loved & still love the most.

Happy new year to my dearest Ah Ma! Though you have been gone for 9 and a half months now, I think of you every day. I miss you; tears start forming. However I start to think: clench my teeth hard and tell myself not to cry. After all, you are in a better place surrounded with the happiest people that you can't find on Earth.

Yesterday we had a service at New Creation church where we had to write down our 3 wishes for the New Year. My first wish was for you, Ah Ma. & it is for Lord Buddha to grant you eternal peace and happiness. I hope God heard my little wish and tell this to Buddha because I really want you to hear this. I'm sure, after all, all Gods above us are friends, right?

Hope you are having the best afterlife Ah Ma. I cannot emphasise how much I miss you. You were and still is the strength in my life, the most courageous, cutest, kindness, most humble, simplest, and loving grandma I've ever had. You taught me lessons about life that no one knows except you & me.

It's 2013! Another year has passed. Close to a year without you. I love you Ah Ma, happy new year <3

I loved you so much that I had to love the cancer in you, even though I hated it to my freaking core.