14 February 2013

No.

"Won't you come on home?" - Bella; Angus & Julia Stone

No.

This week has been whole lot insane and crazy because of all the internal conflicts going on. Losing faith in some of the people whom I have trusted and loved the most. I cannot help but feel like these pillars of strength are losing the foundation and values which have been initially built upon. Tonnes of shouting, misunderstanding and unhappiness have been going on and I feel nothing but emptiness inside. Where did all the love go?

Simply do not understand. Massive struggles make me question my self-worth in this (ugly) world. I see nothing but the sheer ugliness of people sometimes. I hope I am wrong.

And just like every bad day or week or month or (I hope not) year, there comes nostalgia and this week, I miss you more than ever. "In Greek, 'nostalgia' literally means the pain from an old wound. It's a twinge in your heart far more powerful than memory alone."

Hoping this week passes quickly and frankly speaking, I can't wait for the end of it. The death of it.

However, not all things are ugly. Mother Nature is one example.

I pray for a better week next week; staying hopeful.




"You seen the days when the roads were death, And the fires burned right to the brim, And the bike you rode to school now it rests, And your story begins. Old friend, where you headed for now?" 

- Old Friend; Angus & Julius Stone

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